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Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Back in the grind

Does it ever feel like this thing we do comes in waves? We are at the end of another year long military deployment. This time it was me and two kids alone. We got away from DD years ago. I don't think it was anything we wanted but life unfolded in such a way that it just happened. Well, I asked my DH for a divorce because things had gotten so chaotic and hectic, the communication just failed in our marriage.

Instead, he's proposed a year of trying to save our marriage. Marriage counseling, going to church together, doing more as a family and reincorporating DD.

Those of you with small children, how did you work DD around the kids?

Thursday, December 3, 2015


Is anyone still around?

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

50 Shades

Inquiring minds want to know... I haven't read the books. What is your take? Is it realistic? Fill me in.

Friday, April 25, 2014


Well I disappeared again. I know, I am great at that. We worked everything out, reincorporated dd into our marriage and then got a huge surprise.


Baby number two is growing in my belly. What a surprise for both of us. We hadn't planned this (and were taking measures against getting pregnant) but are overjoyed none the less.

Please keep us in our your prayers and thoughts.

I've been writing up a storm and trying to decide if I have the right amount of self confidence to try to publish dd novels.

Monday, January 27, 2014

WOW! I suck

I have gotten horrible at actually blogging on here. I think it is honestly because I forget about this blog. I wish the notifications would come to my regular email address. I have been without a computer for a couple weeks. See, we bought a puppy. And said puppy ate right through my computer cord. Being that I use a Mac, it was an $80 computer cord. Le sigh.

There really isnt a lot to write about dd right now. Not for lack of wanting, desiring or trying but lack of contact. Yes, you guessed it, Matthew is gone again. However, he will be home in a couple weeks. Thank goodness. A puppy and a toddler together by myself is a bit trying- more so when the toddler is teething molars and I am in a location where I dont know anyone that I really trust to watch him so that I get a break.

Don't forget about me... I haven't forgotten about you. In fact I have written many dd chapters in my head that I am sure my readers will love. Just to get them from brain to screen now.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Holiday Craziness!

I am sorry I have not been around much lately. The holidays are super crazy around here especially with a little one. Things have been so much better now that we have reincorporated dd in our lives. Structure and accountability. I have also had my birthday since our last blog and I really had a good time. Just spending time with my family is wonderful. I look at my son and everyday thank the Lord for him. He is bright, amazing and loving. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love watching him grow and explore. He is so smart, beyond his age already and a bit feisty. Watching his aw at the Christmas decorations and watching his eyes grow at the site of the newness in every day activities just makes my heart happy.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Checking in ;)

I really need to get back into the hang of blogging. Thought I would check in with everyone and say “hello”. Life has been a bit crazy here. This is the season (and wedding season in the summer) that photographers are the busiest. To top that off having a one year old and a husband in the military can make for hectic chaos. I know the holidays really stress me out and I can be a bit cranky and anxious. Another good reason to have dd right now.

Well my husband has come home and been home for over a week now. In that time I have been spanked twice. He has been very thorough and consistent. After our son goes to bed at night he will spank me in the basement where he can’t hear us. I’m actually relieved to be back in this dynamic. I feel it has opened our communication up again and it has given him the freedom to tell me he isn’t happy with my behavior without me biting his head off. I think deep down I really wanted it back but at the same time was afraid to reinstate it, especially with a child in the house.

I hope everyone had a blessed Thanksgiving with family and friends.