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Friday, August 27, 2010

Owned

(We practice DD yes, but we also practice D/s. Here is something I wrote about my submission to my husband.)


I kneel at your feet, head bowed, eyes down. You reach down and cup my chin, lifting my face meeting my eyes with yours. You see adoration, submission, respect, and love shining clearly through from my soul. I see dominance, love, determination, pride, and joy shining through yours. You stroke my hair and I shiver from the pure anticipation of your touch.

When we began this your desires were made clear. You wanted a slave, not a doormat. You wanted a human with emotions, not a robot or a puppet. You wanted property that you would value, not get bored with and quickly cast aside. You demanded that I speak my mind and that I always be true to myself in doing so I would be true to you. You don’t demand respect that was earned with time and trust.

I needed a strong man, confident and intelligent who would accept my gift of submission completely. Who would guide me, along life’s path, and would honor my desire to serve him. A man who would tread carefully with my heart and emotions. Who would demand that I give all and would patiently tear down my walls. A man who would push my boundaries, but not cross them, who would grow with me and be my leader. A man who would open me up to a world of endless possibilities, claim my heart, dominate my body and challenge my mind. I found that man, my Master in you.

I know you are responsible for me and in that I am your property. You treat me in such a way that your investment will shine, prosper and last. As in any item that is owned of great value you put time in my upkeep, energy in keeping me at my prime. Broken, I would do little for you. Well oiled and maintained I serve you well.

I occasionally malfunction but you have the tools and the ability to fix me and set me straight again. My joy comes in knowing that I am yours to do what you want with. Knowing, you would never truly hurt me, never ask more than what I could give, never demand more than what I could be. You know me more than I know myself, you see in me much more than I could ever fathom, and you know all my weaknesses but accept me anyway.

Every action I take belongs to you, every thought I hold, every word I speak all yours to claim, to control if you so wished. Knowing this keeps me going down the right path, truly desiring nothing more than to serve and make you proud. My every movement is to please you and in doing so it pleases me to my very core.

I serve you voluntarily. I consent to your ownership. You own me because at one time I gave you permission to do so. A permission you understand I would never take back for it was not given lightly. You do not hold my life over my head, you do not beat me into submission, and you do not manipulate me into staying. I am free to go if I ever so decided, but I stay out of my own free will. It is my gift to you. My acceptance of your terms. My completely surrender to your will.

I am owned by you and I am happy.
Copyrighted by Spanked Army Wife,  8/27/10

2 comments:

Florida Dom said...

Thanks for sharing. That was such a good post that described your submission and your surrender to his will so well. Your relationship fits the needs of both of you.

FD

nicole said...

I do like how you wrote this. I love when my husband says he owns me because he asked me first could he say I was his and I told him yes he did own me as I own him. My wedding rings mean I am his. He never takes his wedding band off no matter what. He was also in the army for 4 years but that was before we got married so I can relate to you some. But he refuses to spank me. He says NO MATTER what I do he will not cause me pain and that is not a husban's job even if a husban's job is to provide and protect. I can't make him understand some wives want DD. He just can't wrap his head around a husband EVER causing the love of his wife physcal pain and not sobbing. God I love my husband!

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